My first Love...

Ah, Love. The eight world wonders. What more convenient than knowing you are loved by someone who cares. William darling, I will never forget the day we actually cuddled together in my living room. Or was it before that I began to have feelings for you? Oh that's right, it was at the movies about 3 years ago.
I remember I was so nervous I didn't know whether to run or hide. But you, that confidence you gave me, made it so much better. Although we talked about awkward conversations but still, I very much enjoyed my bonding time. You place your hand in mine and the world couldn't be more full.
And just last year, we got back together, but I didn't know it would hurt so much to be cheated on.. did you know how much it would hurt? You lying bastard! I trusted you.
"You hooker! how dare you kiss my fiancee!" she yelled through text. Wow, I definitely know she is lying now.
"What the hell are you talking about, you don't know nothing! Quit trying to make up shit that's not even true." I snapped in furry.
"Oh yeah, well then why is it that he's sitting right next to me laughing at everything you say?"
"You bitch, as if I would believe that."
"I'll kick your fat ass any day. Your so ugly, do you honestly believe he would like some disgusting fat skank like you?" was it true William? Were you honestly sitting right next to her laughing your ass off at everything I said. Well I didn't believe it then, until I found out she was pregnant. The phone rang that very night I found out. I picked it up devastatingly.
"Hello?" I said.
"Your mad at me, and you have every right to be. I'm so sorry, just I can't forget about Ashley. I love her to much." You paused and sighed.
"I never thought you would do that? But its fine because I knew you were never mine."
"No! I was.. I mean I still am-"
"Don't kid yourself, I mean its fine, but look guess what? I wrote you a song," I said grabbing the notebook.
"You did? Bad or good?"
"I'll let you decide that," I don't know but maybe I'll just post my song on here. As I read on I could feel my body shaking, my voice cracking. You sounded surprised. After a few hours of talking about her, that was then that I hung up. I kept staring at the stars that night you know. My heart was in pieces, just the way you gave it back when all I did was give it to you whole! Did you know how much it hurt. You bounce back like damn ball just hoping everyone will take you back. But not anymore William. A week ago you send me a picture of your son, I was so happy, except for the part where you said at the bottom: "this is our son" I knew right away, you still loved her after you just called her a skanky whore that lied to you.
I hope he grows up to be a good man, and not a liar like his father.